tiredddddddddddd

today i felt tired but im happy..i went to ipoh to met my friend. we went to jaya jusco and window shopping only. this is because we wanted to budget our money... i felt very happy when met my friend. we shared a lot of stories. when we were hungry, we went to food court to eat. i ate sizzling. it was very delicious. every time i went there, i must it. the price was also reasonable and quiet cheap. there were a lot of people there because weekends. but we still enjoyed ourselves. at evening, we went home....we felt tired but happy. and we decided to went there again if we had time.sooooo happpppy:)

it is true????

apologizing does not always mean that you're wrong and the other person is right. it justs mean that you value your relationship more than your ego. i think this is true because sometime we just apologize because we don't want the problem become worst although we are true. an ego can make our relationship breakdown or worst. so it is more better  if we always apologize with other people although the other people that make the mistakes. the most important is not who are true or false the value of the relationship is most important for me. so i always and must always with other people to avoid other people hate me.. i only want other people like me not hate me..i hope so:)

i must be strong

oh no...i must be strong.. i cannot be weak because of this...i must can accept it...how i can be strong????can anybody help me....i need someone to help me....but who???? who want to help me???how i can settle down this problems or i just ignore it only... i think i must settle it because if not it will make me stress everyday. so it better if i settle down it.. like the phrase 'i hate it when i'm looking for something but i can't find it , then it suddenly appears when i don't need it anymore.' like my problems..but...i don't know how to describe it. and i also don't know how to write here..so i hope i can settle down it and feel more calm..thanks

i like...

why i want to go home when a long holidays????this is because i will felt be more calm and relax when i at home... i also do not know why...but when i arrived at home..i will felt more peaceful.... so went holiday, i will went home...besides that, i like to go home because at home, i can eat a lot of foods...my mum cooked variety foods for our family. like yesterday, i ate 'tomyam'. it is my favorite food.  unlike at UPSI, i must thought more than one time to buy variety foods to eat because the price is quiet expensive. so when at UPSI also, i just ate twice or once only. this is because i want to save my money. so as conclusion, i love and like to go home because i can eat a lot of foods at home:)

accident

last friday, i went home. my father took me at railway station in Tapah. when we went home, my mother called and told us that my sister had accident in Manjung. we were shocked. my sister was not injured but her car was damaged. she also was in trauma. so we went there to settled down about the car. my father and my sister went to police station to make an report about the accident. she felt unhappy because she must to pay much money to repaired her car. i was understand with her feeling but i cannot do anythings. i just can remembered myself to drive more carefully to avoid accident. i felt more thankful to God because my sister was safe.

friend

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. - by Douglas Pagels


today..i want to tell about friends. i think all people in the world have their own friends whether they are boys or girls. for me, friends are most important person in our life. although some people said boyfriend or girlfriend are most important but for me it is not true. without friends we will fell bored and unhappy. as we know, we always with our friends than our family when we are at university. so everything we do and we need we will together with our friends especially when we have problems. when we have big problems with our boyfriend or our girlfriend, the first person that we will find is our friend.this is because our friend will be the good listener and they will give their advice to us. so we will feel more calm and not stress. but if we don't have friend. we will fell more stress when we have problem. so in my life, i need more friends. this is because they give me more cheerful life:)

just for fun

read this story and if you feel fun just laugh loudly to release tension.if the story not interesting and not fun that mean your brain had problem:)

A woman goes to her doctor who verifies that she is pregnant. This is her first pregnancy. The doctor asks her if she has any questions. She replies, "Well, I'm a little worried about the pain. How much will childbirth hurt?"
The doctor answered, "Well, that varies from woman to woman and pregnancy to pregnancy and besides, it's difficult to describe pain."
"I know, but can't you give me some idea?" she asks.
"Grab your upper lip and pull it out a little..."
"Like this?"
"A little more..."
"Like this?"
"No. A little more..."
"Like this?"
"Yes. Does that hurt?"
"A little bit."
"Now stretch it over your head!"

I was sitting in the waiting room of the hospital after my wife had gone into labour and the nurse walked out and said to the man sitting next to me, "Congratulations sir, you're the new father of twins!"
The man replied, "How about that, I work for the Doublemint Chewing Gum Company." The man then followed the woman to his wife's room.
About an hour later, the same nurse entered the waiting room and announced that Mr. Smith's wife has just had triplets. Mr. Smith stood up and said, "Well, how do ya like that, I work for the 3M Company."
The gentleman that was sitting next to me then got up and started to leave. When I asked him why he was leaving, he remarked, "I think I need a breath of fresh air."
The man continued, "I work for 7-UP."

window shopping

today, the pc fair had start.so i just can see only because i don't had budget to buy. besides that, i already had the computer accessories. so do not need to waste my money. i went to all shop to survey the prices. i think the price is quiet expensive at all the shops. but, if people still want to buy, they can buy but not me..huhuhu.. apart from that, shoe's shop also had there. many girl students bought the shoes because the price were cheap. i also want to buy the shoes but i don't interest with the design. at the end, i just bought umbrella because it is so cute.. the price also reasonable..do you want to see the umbrella..let's come to my house...see you there..:)

sad story

today i read this story at facebook. i felt so sad when read that.in my opinion, we cannot decide a big decision rushy without thinking the negative effect.like this story, her husband wanted to divorce with her without thinking the effect to their son. i don'tlike a husband like him. so you all can read the story and understand it.

Married or not… you should read this.
Marriage.

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! 


so we must appericiate our family especially relationship between husband and wife.

yeah!!!!

i had done chemistry report. every Monday i will stress to do chemistry report. the experiment was not difficult but the report more difficult. but tomorrow is the last experiment so i had a little bit happy with that. today i had a happy news. that was next week was no class for e.c. so i can go home this Friday. i feel so happy. miss my family and home. i'm also miss my cute cousin. i also had done my e.c presentation. although it was not so good but i still feel happy because one of the burden thing was settle. so now i can focus to the interview. my group had a person to interview but still in progress to meet with him. i hope all the progress will done smoothly and not had any problems. oh no!!!! i felt hungry now. my stomach song a music..so i want to eat now.bye2

Bali Village

today, i went to Bali Village at Kampar for solid waste management campaign. i went there by bus. there were two buses for group A and group. There are 82 secretariats for this project. the journey were so far.i felt so tired and sleepy. so i slept in the bus until we arrived at there. we had the program at Chinese village. so all the participants are Chinese. our group was conducted kids while the other group was conducted adults. there were 35 kids. they were so cute and funny. although i don't know what there talking about but i just assumed what they said. we had four parts in this programs such as overview, separation, management and demonstration. the best part was the separation part. it was so funny and happy. the kids always laughed at this part. there was a hyperactive kid. he always talked and played along the program. he was don't shy. he was about 4 years olds. after all the parts were finished, we went to two houses for survey. each secretariat was paring with Chinese student from UTAR. They were very sporting. my partner's name che li. she can talk Malay. so it is easier for me to communicate with her.after finished the survey, we had lunch. i was very hungry. then, we went home. i was so tired and sleep again at the bus. we stopped at R&R Tapah for prayer. at about 4 o'clock i was arrived at KHAR. I was so happy and i hope this program can give benefits to all of us and also sweet memories.

a happy day

today i feel so happy in cocuriculum class...we had learn about first aid. the presenters are so funny. they make us not feel sleepy in that class. we learn many type of dressing at the patient before send the to clinic or hospital..many cute and funny picture also we snap in the class. the lecturer also very sporting. he was also snap picture with us. before the class end, we had a quiz..it is not difficult because our lecturer give us clue at Facebook last two days ago. so it was so easy but i don't really confident with my answer. but i had done my best. this evening, i have chemistry presentation. i feel so nervous but i must cool..i hope it will be okay. this night also, i have a environmental science discussion and last preparation for tomorrow. we want to go kampar for our project.may Allah bless us:)

headache:(

oh no,,,,i had headache..a lot of assignment i must do it for this week.i have no time to do all of them because this Sunday i have a environmental project at kampar. so i must do assignments this night. unfortunately, i feel sleepy now..anybody want to help me.. help me please..i can't sleep now..but i also don't have any idea to do the assignment.. i also must to think about prominent person to interview...who is the person.i don't know yet..i must think about it as soon as possible. i hope i can get idea this night or i go to sleep now because i have a quiz tomorrow. i also have presentation tomorrow. so i must have enough rest. so good night everyone. see you later:)

tiredddddddd

i felt very tired..anybody want to help me.i don't think so because other people also feel like me. i was shocked when read article in the Facebook just now.the article said we can be betrothed person without our conscious. this will happen when a guy who just propose you like 'do you want to marry me'? when the girl accept the propose like said ' i accept' it means they had engaged. although their parents do not know about it.  the article will tell you the truth..

If a man has expressed the desire for a woman to become his wife and she agreed, whether it is calculated engaged despite her parents do not know or do not know the man?
Answer
Meaning in Islamic nut is the men expressed a desire to marry to the woman.When the woman said, agree, then it is considered to be a woman to the man's fiancee.
For example, when a man says to a woman, "I want to make you as my wife."
"Married with us at any time," replied the woman.
So in terms of Islamic law, when the woman agreed, he has become the fiancee of a man; although it is mentioned in the phone.
So, illegal for other men in an engagement where the case is known. But if the other man wanted in an engagement did not know, then it is not illegal.
What about the habits of the Malays are sending a delegation to men woo woo women?
It is custom of the Malays, and nothing to do with Islamic law. Between Islamic law and customary law, which one is more important?
But there is no problem with the Malay culture, but in terms of Islamic law, is engaged is when a woman agrees with the intent of the boys to make a wife.
What if the woman That absence of mother and father?
According to Islamic law, if she consent is permitted by Islam as a clever woman, who had reached puberty and so on, it was considered engaged if he agrees to the invitation of the man who expressed a desire to marry him.
When the woman did not consent to meet Islamic law, such as age, insanity or other, the guardian is required to answer the 'proposal' form.
In conclusion, we have to be careful as we can to fiancee who without we realize. Certainly, many do not know and realize this fact.

now i want to shared another joke....it was so funny.

Little ten-year-old Freddie goes for a long weekend with his uncle, a wealthy farm owner.

One evening, as Uncle John and his wife are entertaining guests with cocktails, they are interrupted by an out-of-breath Freddie who shouts out, "Uncle John! Come quick! The bull is f*cking the cow!"

Uncle John is highly embarrassed by his nephew's language and, taking young Freddie aside, explains that a certain amount of decorum is required.

"You should have said, 'The bull is surprising the cow' - not some filth that you've picked up in the playground," he says.

A few days later, Freddie comes in again as his aunt and uncle are entertaining. "Uncle John! The bull is surprising the cows!"

The adults share a knowing grin. Uncle John says, "Thank you, Freddie, but surely you meant to say the cow, not cows. A bull cannot 'surprise' more than one cow at a time, you know…"

"Yes, he can!" replies his obstinate nephew. "He's f*cking the horse!"

i thought that Freddie was a straight person and he was follow other people advice without thinking about it. so we cannot be like him because it will give trouble to other people

jokes

oh no!!!today i must post three things in this blog because last Tuesday and yesterday i did not post it. so in this post i wanted to share funny jokes about a lady..i hope you will felt happy and fun after read this jokes.

A lady is walking down the street to work and she sees a parrot in a pet store. The parrot says to her, "Hey lady, you are really ugly."

Well, the lady is furious! And she storms past the store to her work. On the way home she saw the same parrot in the window and the parrot said to her, "Hey lady, you are really ugly."

Well, she was incredibly ticked now. The next day see saw the same parrot and the parrot said to her, "Hey lady, you are really ugly."

The lady was so ticked that she went into the store and said that she would sue the store and kill the bird. The store manager said, "That's not good." and promised he wouldn't say it again.

When the lady walked past the store after work the parrot said to her, "Hey lady." She paused and said, "Yes?" and the bird said, "You know."                      

i think this joke is funny. the lady felt very stressed and angry with the parrot. moral of the value just ignore it.

yesterday i went to petrosains atKLCC. i went there to celebrate my birthday. it was very happy day. i snapped many pictures at there. there were many sciences things. there were also have dinosaur. it was very big. at the first time saw it, i felt scared because it was song. the sound was scared me and i do not want to snap picture with it. but when i felt more better, i snap with it for my memory. after walked in the petrosains, i went to lowyat to bought some computer accessories. the price was not expensive but we must to surveyed at many shops first before bought them. but i just went to one shop only because i felt tired and lazy. i just bought there. in the evening, i went back to tanjung malim and i felt very tired but happy.

last Saturday, i went to Kuala Lumpur and slept to my aunty's house. i went there by train. there were many people and i felt not suitable in the train. i must rushed went the rain arrived. i always cannot sit in the train because the train were always full. there were many attitudes of people in the train. some of them were slept. some were reading.some were just looking at other people. i felt tired because the station to arrived at my aunty's house was so far. i also felt sleepy. when i arrived at the station, i felt more comfortable because i can breath more better than in the train.hehehe my aunt was picked up me with her husband. we had dinner before went home. i was ordered chicken rice. unfortunately, the rice was tasteless. but i still ate it because i'm very hungry. so my last saturday was very tired.

oh no!!!!! i'm forget to post somethings here yesterday....actually last night i went to sleep early because i'm not feel very well. i think i want to post after i went back to my room after discussion but when arrived at the room i felt very tired and sleepy. i went sleep. i have discussion about activities of environmental sciences. we have a launching at Bali village next week. so we discussion the questions that we must ask to the villagers there. after that, we also discuss about the things that we must buying for this activities. today, i just have one class only. but i felt a little bit stress because i do not really what the lectures taught. so i must study more hard with that subject. i hope i can be more understand later. i had funny experience today. i bought some breakfast today near the college.when i wanted to pay the fee....i looked for my wallet and i remembered that i do not bring my wallet. so i borrow from my friend.i been a forget people today..huhuhuhuhu...

oh!!!! i'm so stress today...the physics experiments are so difficult although i had done a little bit similar experiments at the matriculation but i'm still blur to do that experiments. i'm, pika and ros do that experiment slowly until get the results. firstly, we done that confidently. but after my friend ask the lecturer, we have wrong concepts. that so funny. so we repeat the experiments with the true concepts. after get the results we still had problem. we not really sure to calculate the data. but, its okay because, the lectures just to look the results only not the calculation.so, we are lucky. we went home early today n went to KUO to bought foods. although, my timetable today is not pack but i'm felt very tired. so i want to rest now..see you tomorrow:)

My name is nurul syuhadah binti abdul halim. This is my blog. this blog is especially for my english communication lecture, miss fairus ahma daud. I am late create this blog because I get the  infomation about to create this blog is also late. so, i hope my lecture is understand me because I attend to her class also late. This is because I have a little bit problem when the add drop session. I hope who see and read my blog will feel happy and smile always:).